Share with HN: Today I didn't use marijuana for the first time in 16 years

7 points by rickdale 9 years ago | 7 comments

*note: I don't do facebooks or twitters. This is my community, tho I only know 2 other hn'ers in real life and I coulda made a throwaway, but who the hell am I?

If you don't think marijuana is addictive, than you don't smoke like I do. For the last 16 years I have been completely stoned by this time of day. I used marijuana for the first time when I was 15. I am 30 now. In the meantime, I went to and graduated from a top college, was an honors student, an "entrepreneur scholar", won a ton of cannabis awards and have been mostly a complete pothead.

I am in the cannabis industry, which makes stopping getting high that much harder. Last year I won 4 High Times Cannibus Cups, the year before I won 2. I have finished in the top 3 a bunch of other times and top 10 with everything I have ever submitted to the cup. I have won other lesser known cups and finished second in the latest cup. In the high times issue out this month, the cannabis I grow is 7 out of the 20 "strongest strains on earth." And that includes the number 1 highest tested CBD strain. 20%cdb with minuscule amounts of THC. Yet seems to me these last 24 hours are a bigger accomplishment than anything I have ever done in my life. I didn't smoke weed today; and I know that for a lot of people thats pretty normal.

All in all I have to stop being a slave to cannabis. Once I realized that, I was done, because its too true. Everything I do is for that beautiful maryjane.

I post this to brag, I fucking did it, 1 whole day . But I hope its clear if I did it, you can too. HN is my community; I have learned so much about life here and this is where I come to share my life and knowledge and learn from other people with similar interests and possibly similar life experiences so while this might not be exactly on topic, its whats happening with members of our community and hopefully this can shed some light on that.

grumble 9 years ago |

Good luck, in time it will lose its grip on you!

Something that does raise alarm bells to me though is the ever increasing push to make weed as strong as possible. The new stands really are not the same as having a joint in the good ol days. It is something that changed people from having a mild buzz and giggle to being complete mongs.

philiphodgen 9 years ago |

This is huge. You have no idea yet how huge. Just shoot for tomorrow. Midnight to midnight, no pot. You can do that.

rickdale 9 years ago | |

Thank you! I love it, "midnight to midnight." I know it will get easier. Today, honestly, that seems impossible, but tomorrow I WILL have my second day in a row for the first time in 11 years... and I will look to your comment for motivation. I like that I have no idea how huge it is, because thats what I believe deep down.

philiphodgen 9 years ago | | |

I watched a nephew go -- in one year -- from "I don't think we are going to see him alive again" to a man who you would utterly trust with your child's life.

I would expect similar transformations for you. You will not be the old @rickdale, just improved. You will be a completely new man.

sharemywin 9 years ago |

congratulations. I'm sure you can keep it up.

rickdale 9 years ago | |

Thank you! I wouldnt have made the post if inside I didn't want a coment like yours to keep me pushing forwards. Before the character limit I had in there, "I look forward to being on day 2." I had the sweats all day today so I am excited for tomorrow and the rest of my life, lol.