Hi [redacted] - I'm a moderator here. I'm afraid that users are correctly flagging your recent posts because they're off topic for Hacker News. We definitely wish you well, but at the same time, this isn't the place to be pursuing these issues - it's not going to help you, and users are certain to continue flagging these posts because the material isn't what HN is for. It would be a good idea to stop posting until you get to a place where you can participate on the site in the way it is meant to be used. Best wishes from all of us here.

I say this with empathy: Please consult with a professional about your experiences. There's not much Hacker News' readership is going to be able to do for you.