Ask HN: What were your 2023 moonshots and why you didn't achieve them.? What were your moonshots you had for 2023 and why didn’t you achieve them? For me, 2023 was the year I was going to go into business for myself, but family, health and finances shot that down pretty quickly (mostly fixed interest period of a mortgage coming to an end, plus a knee surgery) Go on air tour dirty laundry, own it and use it to move forward in 2024.. |
I stuck it out in a very junior research group and it set me back massively. I was too naive to realize the consequences at the time, and the PI was very kind and generous with their time, so I did not give it much thought and persisted with the project. Problems that resulted from this:
* Ultimately the research direction/guidance proved to be misguided, it was a deep learning project that only got good results with scale (as proved by competing teams from Nvidia and Microsoft) but the PI did not want me to explore that direction and insisted on me operating at small scale, where the model was too crude and the results nowhere near SOTA, I managed to replicate the toy models by the then SOTA publications but that was it.
* Because the PI has no repute, I had no good references for Ph.d applications. At the time I was not aware this was going to be such a problem.
* Because I dedicated all my time to this research, I did not do any internships or work placements or even prepare for job interviews or apply for jobs.
* I very likely would have been able to do research in a better lab if only I tried switching. I had good grades and technical know how. But I did not bother because I was too comfortable and the problem was technically enticing.
It also did not help that I spent many months blaming myself for not getting amazing results with misguided constraints. And my persistence, which usually pays off, only made things worse. Lesson learned.
My moonshot was getting into a reputable Ph.d program. Currently unemployed.
I also had the somewhat crazy idea of using my week of before Christmas to finish many of the videos I needed to create for 2024. That got wrecked due to Covid, which left me unable to record for pretty much all of that week. Thanks idiots who love office attendance because they can't manage a company properly...