17:[[21293941,{"by":"ltiger","descendants":64,"id":21293941,"kids":[21300382,21293955,21300364,21300919,21300819,21302583,21300397,21299975,21299959,21300446,21308298,21301526,21301026,21311279,21301190,21301451,21300101,21302429,21300501,21301853,21300758,21299785,21305609,21300518,21301715,21300376,21296244,21300242],"score":132,"time":1571423811,"title":"Show HN: Blackjack Break, a minimal quick-play blackjack game","type":"story","url":"https://blackjackbreak.com"}],[19935401,{"by":"makaimc","descendants":34,"id":19935401,"kids":[19937201,19936587,19936097,19940036,19936653,19936539,19936544,19936637,19936243,19936159,19936220,19936357,19936111,19936540],"score":64,"time":1558057538,"title":"U.S. Presidents and Comparative Stock Market Performance","type":"story","url":"http://www.endlessmetrics.com/blog/president-stock-performance.html"}],[18372721,{"by":"throwaway435341","descendants":76,"id":18372721,"kids":[18373002,18372840,18373089,18373396,18373172,18372991,18373007,18373132,18376058,18373091,18372993,18372841,18373040,18373204,18373155,18373456,18373003,18379282,18373137,18373263,18374690,18373103,18373123,18373295,18373072,18380049,18377432,18373174,18373121,18378090,18375309,18373097,18373169,18373545,18388362,18373117,18373057,18375060,18373387,18375676,18378219,18373028,18373190,18376595,18373223,18372826,18379023,18373698,18373054,18394623,18373004,18373085,18377930,18373343,18373100,18373519,18377687,18373029,18373514],"score":77,"text":"I make an average living (low six figures, have savings, house, no loan, etc) but for the last 2-3 years my greed for money has been unstoppable.

I keep reading about these people who are making millions of dollars and I want to be like them too. It is turning into an obsession. I used to love what I do but now it's all about money.

Every minute I'm not working is me not working towards my goal. I'm either working or criticizing myself for not working.

It is making me very unhappy and I realize that it's all because of this stupid obsession but I just can't shake it. It's not just greed but I'm also scared because I feel if I don't make a lot of money now I will miss my chance and I will be poor when I'm old (it's not 100% true since I have good savings but this thought keeps bugging me over and over).

Anyone else feel the same? Any word of advice?

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I’ve accomplished nothing.

I feel sorry for the two souls I brought into this meaningless world. They will blame me for bringing them into this hell as I blame my parents.

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.

Edit:

It’s past midnight here and I have to go to sleep.

Thank you everyone!!!

Thank you for taking the time to comment and help me feel a little better.","time":1528665716,"title":"Ask HN: What’s wrong with me","type":"story"}]]

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created:	June 10, 2018
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